January 2010
54 posts
Surrender
The desire, the faith, the hope, the need, the wanting, the yearning, the aspiration, the optimism and the anticipation is just not there ANYMORE.
I seriously don’t give a fuck care to the matter.
If it so becomes as how it seems to be turning out, then it shall be.
I’m not going to do anything about it. I’ve given up a long, long, long time ago.
“Oh how ye heart bleeds, oh how ye soul ripped from its roots. Time heals all...”
– Yours truly
Unexpressed
It’s been a while since my last update. I have no excuses for myself except for the fact that it was a game of abandonment. When the mood strikes, this is what happens. It’s similar to someone getting a new shiny toy and all the old ones are put aside.
So yeah, it’s something like that.
I’ve got bunches to tell and bunches to note down. Will this space ever be enough to narrate the story of my...
“Cinta biar satu; Sayang biar seribu.”
– Falsafah hidup (via deymeanevrytin2me)
Mouthing Off
Me: Eindra, why don't you draw a picture of a car for Mama (pointing to his sketch pad)?
Lil Mafia: Ok! (starts attempting to draw a car...)
After a while.........
Lil Mafia: Mama! Eindra cannot draw!!! *frustrated*
Me: Why can't you draw? You just need to follow that picture...
Lil Mafia: *frustration level increase* Cannotttttttt....Eindra tak tau drawwwwww....Tangan Eindra kodong!!!
Me: Kodong!?
Lil Mafia: Mama stupid nalor! Eindra tak tau draw, tangan Eindra kodong lah!
*tsk tsk*
ROFLMAO!
Club!
That little devil Lil Mafia!
Do you know what that boy of mine did this morning???
Well………basically, Lil Mafia got his hands on a bottle of M&Ms and quietly, that active rascal pour the entire contents of those mini chocs and grabbed his golf clubs and started swinging the contents all over the living room!
That’s one thing. Following after, that super naughty baby...
Revolting
Disciplining a child takes a lot of patience.
Is it wrong if we, as parents, try our very best to discipline a child without any corporal punishments?
Why the stereotyped notions that physical chastisement can indeed curb a child to yield to obediency?
To me, it takes a certain amount of comprehension and study of a child’s behaviour to find the most appropriate ways to regulate a child...
My Say
In life, fairness sometimes comes at a price. Being hurt can sometimes never be avoided because it is that which makes one stronger after surviving through the pain. No matter what it is, for me, smile and hope for the world to smile right along with you.
It’s more than good enough that you have the courage to tell yourself to be strong rather than you give in to your weaknesses. It...
“One Law in friendship: NEVER make your friend feel...”
– Anonnymous
Dear Mummies & Daddies
A woman came home from work late, tired and irritated, to find her 5-year old son waiting for her at the door. SON: ‘Mummy, may I ask you a question?’ MUM: ‘Yeah sure, what it is?’ replied the woman. SON: ‘Mummy, how much do you make an hour?’ MUM: ‘That’s none of your business. Why do you ask such a thing?’ the woman said angrily. SON:...
The Green Ball
Lil Mafia: Unke Bernard jahat!
Kak Fitri: Kenapa Uncle Bernard jahat?
Lil Mafia: Unke Bernard tak bawak Eindrrra pegi main tennis!!!
“Fact of life: After Monday and Tuesday, even the calendar says W T F.”
– Annonymous
“Don’t waste your sarcasm on silly people who cannot appreciate it because...”
– Yours truly
Wind You Up
It is perpetually irritating when the problems faced are not even problems in the first place. What benefits does it bring to care about something which by the end of the day, belittles the effort that you initially input? In fact, if the problem was never a problem primarily, how did it actually become a problem and involves the use of wasted brain matter (which I might add, would suffice for...
What's in the name?
Me: Baby, what is you full name? Apa nama penuh Ayang?
Lil Mafia: Muhammad Eindrrra Zul-karrrr-nain!
Me: Clever boy! Say it again please?
Lil Mafia: Muhammad Eindrrra Zulkarnain Stoopid Nalo!
*slaps forehead*
“No matter what thesaurus you use, a lie is still a lie. No way around it…...”
– Yours truly
Hungryyy
Lil Mafia’s baby terrapin is such a sad story because he won’t eat anything. Tsk.
“Hunka hunka burning love…”
– Elvis Presley
I Heart You
Hunny love,
No matter how much we fight and no matter how loud I scream at you, I do love you a lot. Congratulations on starting the new job at Man Diesel!
However, driving the Volkswagen Scirocco just now and then calling me to boast about it, it’s not very nice.
At the very least, you could have come and pick me up in that sexy car!!!
ROAR!
Hahaha! Love, love you many many hubby :)
Fridge
Lil Mafia: Ninda, dokong Eindrra, Ninda.
Mom: Buat apa nak dokong?
Lil Mafia: Eindra nak tengok biskut aiskrim.
Mom: Mana ada aiskrim?
Lil Mafia: Ada, ada (points to the freezer) Tengok tu tengok! Aiskrim dalam aisbok!
Haiyoh!
“Materialistic things only comes with this temporary life but the affection of...”
– Yours truly
$$$
How to unstale a stale marriage?
How did the stale marriage become so…erm…stale?
What kind of excitement does it take to bring back the status of “On Hold” to “Live”?
On another note, The Husband have officially finished serving his notice with ARC Marine Engineering and will be starting with Man Diesel…tomorrow! Officially, he’s suppose to only...
Needs vs Wants
It’s always a tug-of-war.
Only one side can win.
Dammit.
“I’m perfectly IMPERFECT.”
– Yours truly
“You are what you are. You don’t need Jimmy Choos or Christian Louboutin to...”
– Yours truly
One Love
Fragility of life.
What’s with humans and the desperate need to want to live longer and longer in this already harsh and unsympathetic world? What is so desired about life that one would resort to all kind of ways to prolong this impermanent life?
As a matter of fact, to me that is, life was granted to appreciate the beauty of God’s mighty creation and to understand the harmony of...
Hilarious
The sister just spoke with Lil Mafia and the conversation went like this:
Sis: “Ok Eindra, bedtime! Tomorrow Eindra going to work!”
Lil Mafia: “Besok Eindra off….nanti dulu…”
WAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAAHAHHHAHAAHHAHAH!!!
Who gave my son the benefits of annual leave or time-off???
OMG.
My mom continued, “Eindra…Muluuuuuuuuut…..”
...
Formidable
Weekends are sooooooo over.
Bleargh.
Another week to slog through before the next weekend comes along.
Oh, I just preached to myself the other day to expect the unexpected and the unexpected trotted along and shocked the bejesus out of me.
LOL!
Heart palpitating with the thrill of excitement coursing through my body, the senses are elevated and I just want to burst out in glee! Yet, I...
Pokerfaced
Lately, I’ve been relatively emotional.
Me, the tough, level-headed girl - keeps breaking out in tears or wallow in sadness or sighing in despair when bad old memories are triggered. I thought I’ve neatly dug up a nice grave to lie to rest the skeletons in my closets alas it’s the ghosts of those skeletons that are haunting me. What the hell is wrong with me???
I’m so accustomed...
“A woman has a right to be the person that she wants to be. Relying on everybody...”
– Jenna Jameson
Muluuuuuut
My auntie’s maid who’s looking after Eindra told me earlier (when I went to pick him up) that Lil Mafia said the following this morning to my aunt and uncle:
Lil Mafia: Eindrrra nak ikot! (Eindra wants to follow!)
Uncle Bernard: Tak boleh! Uncle Bernard dah lambat…(Cannot! Uncle Bernard is late)
Lil Mafia: Takpe, Uncle Buhnard lambat, Eindrrra lambat jugak. (It’s ok,...
“As I look into you eyes
I know the reasons why
My life’s worth a...”
– Mark Anthony, My Baby You
Frust.
I hate it when you speak as though you’ve done no wrong.
I hate it when you think as though you’ve been right all these while.
I hate it when you give me that look as though I’ve got no feelings.
‘Nuff said. I’m tired of your nonsense.
